So FIIIIIIIIIIIINALLY!!! i went to the hairdresser yesterday. My hair was a complete mess after not cutting it for two months, and the hair colour faded away so freaking much. did look like shit.
so finally I have a new haircut and a new colour :DDD *excited*
i look like someone from star wars xDD;;
my hairdresser really did a good job C:
So the blonde was a real pain in the ass. It's still not as blonde as I want it to be, so we have to do the whole thing all over again next week, but for now my hair really needs a break. x'DD
Oh, Pat stopped by yesterday, and he has a new hairstyle too, so we made pics C:
Pat says he looks stupid on this one, so he made his face blurry xD it wasn't my fault!
So, if you ask me now if my hair isn't dead yet, I'm gonna tell you: All hair is dead.
So I haven't updated my blog since a week or something, so now I'm just gonna make a long post, instead of a few little ones.
I'm starting with what I'm listening to at the moment: 30 seconds to mars - Echelon
I'm writing this, because what I'm listening to, defines me. Most of the time.
So on Tuesday I met my friend Pat C: we went to the coffe shop and to H&M, were I just handed him some good looking stuff, he tried it on and - it fits him perfectly :DDD
i really like that pullover, and he can wear such things, because they fit him perfectly. the only thing that's irritating is the price tag x'D
We are so AHWSUM! DD: unbelievable!
As I said before, after going to H&M we went to coffe shop C: <3~*
Pat got a "christmas coffe" at least I think that it was called like that, and I got hot chocolate with marshmallows *-*
the little marshmallows look so cute >////< and it really tasted great C:
He is so pretty, and I love his neat and unique style. C:
After that we went to Thalia, and there I found a christmas present, that I ABSOLUTELY WANT WANT WANT!! *^* The Lady Gaga Photobook ;////; I. NEED. IT!!
It's so preeetty ;///; *want want want*
I took some pictures from the book~
she's so incredibly beautiful ;O; *can't handle my feelings*
put your paws up, monsters!
She's so unique!! godlike.
sexy gurrrlll xDD <3
Gaga and the Monsters Pride C:
"The reason why I am so loyal to the gay community, is because they've been so loyal to me." - Gaga
So yeah, all I want for christmas is that book xD
The next day I went to my best friend Inu, cause she needed help for a project at school C:
hanging out like a BAWS! those are my legs btw, and the skinny girl is her xD
looking at 30STM pics on tumblr *^* <3
That's the poster she bought at the concert we were at together C:
that's a part out of 30secondstomars lyrics, and I really liked the idea how she managed that. she cut out every single letter and put them on the wall xD I love that song, and so does she.
so I'm going to the hairdresser on wednesday, that's the reason why I want to upload a few pictures with my old hairstyle xD IT'S NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME! °^° *jk*
Today a girl from my class made something very cute xD look at that:
it has my name on it *^*
And last but not least I lately found a picture of Kaosu and myself, and I really like it C:
「I’ve been thinking of everything I used to want to be
I’ve been thinking of everything of me of you and me
This is the story of my life
and I swear to God I’ll find myself in the end 」
「Look at me when Im talkin to you
You looking at me but I’m lookin through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you’re not satisfied
And I dont see nobody else
I see myself」
「Lookin at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my fuckin dad
Light it up, thats smokin’ mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile thats a blessin
I see the change, I see the message
and no message could been any clearer」
「I'm gonna marry the night,
I won't give up on my life,
I'm a warrior queen,
live passionately tonight.」
「And you can bring me to my knees, again.
And I'm on the outside, and I'm looking in,
I can see through you, see your true colour,
cause inside you're ugly, ugly like me,
cause I can see through you, see to the real you.」
~ I clean my soul with music. Music is my therapist. I love my music. I live my music.
Tell me what's the difference, don't they all just look the same inside?」
- This is the life on Mars -
(c) tumblr.com
This was one of the most brilliant weekends I had so far in my whole life.
Me and my best friend Inura, and a few other good friends of mine were going to Vienna to attend the 30 Seconds to Mars concert. ^o^
Inura, driving. :B
When you see it, you'll shit bricks.
First of all we met up with a few friends of mine, who live in vienna, and whom I haven't seen for AGES. We went to Akakiko to get something to eat. It was pretty delicious, and thanks to Kiza for paying for me Q////Q very very nice of her.
Steffi and Coco at Akakiko C: ♥
Cody and Nana - eating xD ♥♥
After that we realized that it was pretty late already, and we hurried to the Stadthalle. Coco, Steff, Nana and Cody accompanied us, and Coco and Steffi waited a few minutes with us outside. They even were so incredibly nice to wait with a friend from us, because she was the only one of our group who wasn't allowed to go into the south entrance, she had to go to the north entrance, and if they wouldn't have gone with her, she would have had to wait all by herself in the freezing cold. Thank you guys ♥
- The concert still leaves me speechless.
First we were a bit pissed because we were standing behind the second wavebreaker, and we just couldn't understand why they didn't let more people in the front area, even though there would've been space for like 50 more people. They played for half an hour or something and then they kinda disappeared. Shannon was playing the beginning of "L490" with a sound bowl, and to be honest I couldn't see Tomo at all, and Jared was obviously gone. When they finished a light spot suddenly popped up about 5 meters to the right of us. And there stood Jared. It was a little stage, and he played acoustic songs on it. I've never been so close to him, but it turned out to get even better.
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2120277376130 that's a link to a video, my best friend Inu made. I was standing straight next to her, so now you can imagine our point of view. :3
Well as I already said..it even got better. As we were standing straight behind the wavebreaker, there was a small aisle between us and the people from the front area. As Jared went down from the acoustic stage he first went to the right side, and actually no one was expecting anything. But then...he suddenly turned around, went down to our side, and seriously...he could've stopped 2 meters away from us. But he didn't. He stopped EXACTLY in front of us. My first reaction was just push further to the front and grab his freaking arm. And that's exactly what I did. ^^" Than I realised my best friend Inu standing exactly next to me, and on the other side my "wife" Lisa.
You know I'm already 20 years old, but seriously I started crying like a fucking 12 year old brat. But not just because I could touch him, and feel the heat and I knew that he's is REALLY standing in front of me right now. Also because it was my most beautiful moment with Inu ever. After he went away we turned to each other, hugged us intensely, and were crying like babies into the shoulder of the other one. ^///^ somehow embarassing......NOT.
She said the cutest thing ever: "you just know, that he's right here at this freaking moment, and nowhere else."
That's a video a girl right in front us made. We were standing EXACTLY behind her. You can even see Inu's hand with the bracelet which got the little bells on it. I remember the girl saying "Dude, the only thing I could do was just keep filming it!" And now I found the video on youtube :3
After the concert finished Inu bought us the 30stm bracelets C: thank you honey ♥♥♥♥
(c) Inura
I will NEVER EVER forget that experience. That's something I'm gonna tell my granchildren, for sure!
so this weekend was very very funny, but also extremely exhausting. And now I'm ill ^^° But that was totally worth it.
So on thursday I was getting ready for my best friend Inura's prom. It was a really beautiful prom, and I had MUCH MUCH fun. C: I'm still very thankful, that she invited me!
On friday I drove to my girlfriend, with the train C:We only see each other on weekends, so it's often a really rough time for me. I love her a lot, and I miss her every single second when she's not with me ._.
She was totally cute and made me some tea, and brought me some heart shaped ginger bread with chocolate ^/////^ so cute~ <3
So we had a little party on saturday, cause Pat, a very good friend of mine had his birthday on wednesday and we celebrated on saturday! :3 my outfit for the party was nothing special actually. The best thing was the necklace from my friend Momoko, I wore. She owes her own jewelry label called "sweet ticket". just google it C: you'll be surprised about her amazingness!
Everyone of you who recognizes it, is ahwsum! ;D hurrdurrrr. I got this one from Momoko as a gift because I decided to be FREAKIN' funny on MAConvention '11 and me and a few friends "cosplayed" some of the meme's from memebase.
